if yesterday was saturday

if yesterday was saturday, i would arrange my dream in the ceiling, and i would fill it with all my hope, and expectations, like i did 3years ago, but its not saturday..

my friend Hope, she always give me some advice to change myself, she never stops give me some trivia quote, thats not really 'trivia', and we both laughed.

but today at 6 i didnt find Hope in her class, where did she go, i looked around to find her, but she's not everywhere, i started to call her cellphone, and it didnt worked.

and suddenly my cellphone rang and she was Hope on the phone, she told me that Andy was gone,

i started crying, Andy, he's my boy, and now he is going outta my life, Andy poor you, i really loved you, but why God take your soul away??

and i asked Hope where she have been at since 6, but she just keep in silent..

"hey Hope where did you find this news?? is that true?? is it really right?? Andy my love was gone to the endless life in God's hand??" i talked to her.

she whispered me some words i didnt understand, " u mustn't think about Andy for now and even forever, i never let you think of him anymore, you must remember that there must be something more important than ANDY your lovely in your life, and now, just straight forward to your dream, and you have to remember, Andy's just a glimpse of world's happiness, if you catch your dream, you will find your true happiness for forever and always. remember me always my sister, i will not left you behind like Andy, if you keep me in your heart. its sure your dream will come true someday"

i was thinking awhile, and Hope's words are absolutely right, there something more important than Andy.

i just have to making sure of it, and my dream definitely come true..

yes Hope, i will keep you in my heart, and im sure for something..

that you will never left me behind..

and if yesterday is like today, i will thanked Hope for she has done to me.